Looking for serious relationship.

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

A little about me...
In the last 2 years I have lost my husband, mother and youngest son to death. This changes you and makes you really think and decide what is truly important in life, and to want to make the most of the days you have left yourself.
When my husband first died I wasn’t sure I would want to find another love, but now know that I am not fulfilled if not a wife. I know that I need to be loved and have someone to love.
I am 100% trustworthy and faithful. I am romantic and passionate with someone who truly loves me, but only within marriage. As a Christian who believes that the Bible commands (doesn’t suggest) celibacy outside of the marriage bed, that is my position, but I love to be loved by my husband.
OK, I figure I’ve lost 99.9% of those who began reading my profile….thats ok because I’m only looking for “the one” right one.
So, should God be gracious to me and bring a wonderful man into my life, that man can expect me to love him warts and all as I will hope he accepts and loves me. (we all have them as no one is perfect)
About the one I'm looking for...
I found this definition of what a woman needs and I’m holding out for this guy! I know he's out there!
“Every woman wants a man who calls her baby, kisses her like he means it, holds her like he never wants to let her go, doesn’t cheat or lie, wipes her tears when she cries, doesn’t make her jealous of other women; instead makes other women jealous of her, is not afraid to let his friends know how he really feels about her, and lets her know how much he really loves her.”

Someone who understands and believes the Bible as the word of God...and loves Him.
I'd just like to add...
Politically lean to the very conservative!
Educationally I am an R.N. and have earned advanced degrees in business & law. Professionally: I have worked as an R.N., but most of my career I was a pharmaceutical representative.
I have been both widowed and divorced. (scripturally)
I enjoy many things among them reading, gardening,& music & I'm relearning to dance. I work out at the gym with a trainer, like to walk/hike. Especially love to cuddle and and sometimes a have a nice glass of wine in the evening, and coffee in the mornings together is a plus.

Sign

Taurus

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 3 (1.6 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Widowed

I Have Kids

Yes - Not At Home

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Wouldn't Even Think About It

My Hair Is

Silver

I Have One Or More Of These

Dog

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Retired

My Speciality Is

Medical / Health

My Job Title Is

R.N. & Pharmaceutical rep.

I Live

With Pet(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Average Joe

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Camping, Dancing, Dining, Exercising, Family, Internet, Learning, Music, Reading, Religion / Spirituality, Theater, Travel, Volunteering

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Reading A Book, Relaxing, Staying At Home, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Coffee shop to see how we click in person.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Nothing I've ever wanted to try that I haven't.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Religion Is

Christian

I Attend Services

Once A Week

My Political Views Are

Conservative

My Goal In Life Is

To reach my final destination (Heaven) and having Jesus say, "Well done, my good and faithful servant". To be useful to my family and fellow man while I'm on this earth.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Friendly

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Comedy, Romance, Drama, Family

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Ambient, Country, Gospel

When I Read, I Always Read

Auto-biography, Biography, Health, History, Mystery, News, Political, Religious

My Idea Of Fun Is

Relaxing on the porch. There is a beautiful sunset with someone who is good company and a good glass of Merlot. I love to walk for exercise, and explore new places and things to do. Not terribly adventuresome. No motorcycles or skydiving for me. :)

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Humor, Intelligence, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

Someone who is "real". Not needing to be boastful or try to come off as exceedingly cool...if you are, it will come thru. Someone who is kind, loving and truly cares about people, and is only flirty with the one they love, not other women.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Committed